Wonders of the Past

Having lost your love
half a century ago
My mind froze itself
with anger and hope
while time became unforgiving

Many days of sorrow
wishing for a sign of life
wanting to move on
but never taking a path
with a rightful thought

Meetings come and happen
Feelings rise again
Happiness blinding my judgment
Wanting to fix mistakes
But maybe you have changed

Forgetting to consider your feelings
Analyzing everything one sided
I worked myself to something different
Showing me a glimpse of a new world
Something I always wondered about

Saying things without thinking
No comprehension of the consequences
With fear and anxiety on my back
I declared myself a villain
And lost now your friendship

Carefully now thinking about my actions
I wonder if it can be taken back
Just to beg for an opportunity
To have the chance to continue to rise
But for myself this time

Your advice and opinion are unmatched
And sadly I do not wish it to go away
But this time I am now sure of my future
Dreams of you reciprocating my feelings
Are no longer part of reality

So I ask you this favor
Give me one more chance
But with an exception to the arrangement
That we be truthful with each other
Clearing the misinterpretations of our thoughts

All this I do because of my goals
To bring prosperity to my life
Happiness and well being to my soul
While sharing the joys with those around me
Specially those I call my friends.