Contradicting Opinions

My mind is laughing at me
While my heart whimpers in its corner
Two entities with different emotions
While fear is running through my soul
This is my mood
This is the current time

Lost in the laughter of a madman
The rage of a hyena circulating my skull
All because it knew that it was right
That my mouth should have been shut
And my heart caged while drugged

Not even seeing them can cure the itch
The insanity of the poison ivy has spread
This is finally the end
Of a crush of a forbidden sun
To bad we didn’t know how to react
To the declaration of a useless man

The effect of the dancers beat
Pumping in and out with life
Made what should have stayed in
Come bursting out
The knowledge should have never left
This was the minds proclamation
But the mind likes to play games
And see the heart whimper on

This is its will,
Show the world its right
Keep your feelings within
And changes will never come about
Silence is now not golden
Stalker is now my brand
Just cause I learned to listen
And take notes on what has passed

So for all this is a goodbye
While I wait once more in my mind
Now to only live in silence
Since friends are all I have
I will be going to bed
Try and catch me around
For this is my decision
To rest once more with my own thoughts